Fear!

Fear,

Fear of old memory will haunt me, 

Fear that everything will be repeated,

Fear of losing people I love,

Making me traumatised.

Oh god, 

Help me! 

Clear my mind, 

Let me sleep well,

Without worries.

Oh god, 

Why do the dreams repeat,

Isn't it enough the torture you give

To this servant of yours?

My heart is not calm,

Think of it all,

I'm looking for a friend,

To express everything.

I found a friend who gives me spirit, 

The spirit to stay positive,

The spirit to persevere,

The spirit tp stay strong.

With his help, 

I managed to overcome it!

But a few days later,

Fear began to overwhelm me!

Willing To Say Goodbye!

WILLING TO SAY GOODBYE!

Alone,

Without anyone beside me, 

Looking at the old photos,

Which messed up my heart!

Moments we spent together, 

Are the best memories forever,

Parted from you, 

Is the thing I hate! 

You knew my fear, 

You helped me to overcome it.

You knew my weakness, 

You helped me to fix it. 

Tears stagnant at the corner of the eye,

Finally spills out,

Remembering the past, 

Which ruined my life.

And now... 

Sitting on the floor, 

Behind the door, 

Putting my face down, 

Crying while hugging knees.

Willing to say goodbye!